Sunday, July 30, 2006
bullshit!
you cant force yourself to love someone who your spose to..
cause its not your fault.
nothing in this world is my fault.
not even what i do.
cause everything that happens, someone else made it happen.
never me.
haa (X
dis entry is gonna be stupid.
started out frm yesterday...
bla3 and at night my parents, brothers n kakak hilwa go my gramma hse @ marsling.
i hate that place. its so boring.
she lives @ the 3rd floor ad so we have 2 climb stairs.
my sister had 2 go down 4 sum reason and i followd.
ltr we lazy 2 climb stairs so we took the lift 2 the 6th lvl and wanted 2 walk down the stairs.
suddenly when the lift door open i saw this thing mooving.. den i looked 4 afew seconds and realized its a chinese guy in a chinese costume doing a chinese spiritual dance. so freaking scary! haha i turned back and hugged my sister.. haha.
i dont like that place anymore..
den today... forced 2 go to sunday class..
non of my friends came!! raawr! and my sisters cabot away...
so i was alone.
so after that IN THE CAR:
bla2 and my dad bashed my sister up.
ALOT OF TIMES.
i hate him.
i never liked him anyway.
he shouted and shouted at my sister and bla3.
but i was the one who ended up crying the most.
i hate him. i cant stand people shouting. he so like setan.. and then he still dare lecture bout agama shits. he the asshole.
we were heading 2 sum place 4 lunch.. me and my sisters dint eat or say a thing. stupid...
i kept crying.. and bla3.
and at home my sisters n i locked ourselves in the room..
were spose 2 visit our other gramma today.. but me n my sisters dint come.
now my cousins and parents all @ there.. i gt no mood to layan people.. *sigh* this family is so.. shit. not broken.. just full of shit. and then when dad went out he said he said sorry i dint mean to traumatize me and bla2 whatever shit. i'll take the apology.. but i still hate him anyway. WHATEVER
this sucks..
ok now
SENTENCE OF THE DAY
Khairil.. brightens up my day.
hoohoo
Posted by Husna at 7:54 PM